JON ♥ BRITT

_all by myself _

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 00:22:01 GMT

i never write anymore .

lets see

jon went to nyc this weekend so i was all alone . i was thinking if we ever broke up ide have no one to hang out with . everyone was with there boyfriend , its so weird and selfish of me but when im with jon i wanna hang out with him all day but then when hes not around and i see my friends wanna be with there bf all day i get kinda jelous and mad and i kno how it feels when u wanna be with ur bf all the time i need to understand better . i think that at least one day of the month should be a girls night. but im sure it wont happen .

saturday and sunday i shoped cleaned my room and my car and watched tv . woo lots of fun .

since i had alot of time on my hands this weekend i did some thinking , when i graduate in may i bet no one i talk to now in school i will talk to when school is over and its sad because i think the same thing is ganna happen with my close friends . i hope it doesnt though.

i bought the simple life 2 haha those girls make me laught .

jon comes home tomm yay with my new purse . <3

sorry i felt like venting.

yay

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 16:29:51 GMT

i was going throught old post and i saw this .

thats Hot [15 Aug 2004|03:14pm]
[ mood | sad ]

its the LAST day of summer "cry"

things i want to happen this school year :
1.pass all my classes
2.be more involved "it is my senior year"
3.dont give up after the first week of school
4.make new friends
5.halloween horror nights with em
6.get a good job
and im sure there is more i just have to think ..

since its the end of the semester lets see if i did any of these .

1.YES I got straight A's on Interms and on my report card i got 2 A 2 b's
2.eh kinda
3.YES i didnt give up the first week up school
4.I did make new frieds
5.No had it all planned and em couldnt go and didnt want to go .
6.I think I got a job at the disney store so thats a i dont kno lol .

so im doing pretty good .

No school

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 16:14:19 GMT

No school today woo hoo

Thanks for my new layout Gina Lee <3

my two friends are gone :( one in nyc and one in tennesse

beach yesterday with gina it was very nice .

if Erin Valin doesnt make me halloween cookies I will tell everyone to forget her birthday . <3

Dinner on the beach tonight how cute

xo britt <3

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 22:11:07 GMT

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very blah day

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 22:07:56 GMT

hey kids .

boring day today it feels so blah

exams tommorow i hope i do good . and i am going to acually STUDY

rented saved and got smootie king

where o where did my jonny boy go

o where o where can he be . "work" :(

next week is my fav week of the school year . homecoming im very excited . cute stuff

im just rambaling .

have i told you latly i love u . jrh

_all i need is you_

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 14:31:49 GMT

good weekend . so far .

friday shopping and dinner at this really fancy resturant

saturday boca mall lunch at stir crazy and i got a new sweater its cute .
went to the gym my legs are burining today . jamba juice and carved a pumpkin i had to take all the yucky stuff out :( .

today im going to jons and were going swiming and watching the dolphin game .

easy week
monday -full day
tuesday-get out at 11:30
wendsday-full day (stupid)
thursday-get out at 9:30
friday-no school

it sucks because jon works monday wendsday and friday and school tuesday and thursday .

I love you .

bnskd

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 22:25:25 GMT

Long time since i updated .

School is going by so fast the 1st quarter is done in a week . and im doing so good . straight A's .

Went shopping with em and gina today .

and jon took me to old navy and bought me lots of clothes thanks babe <3

wellington mall tommorow with no money ha but ive never been there and i wanna see wut its like .

<3 xo

I love you JRH <3

blahh

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 13:41:54 GMT

senior pics appt next wendsday at 4:00 i know im a little late :)

YAY

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 01:31:11 GMT

_My WiSh CaMe TrUe_

..NO SCHOOL .. WOO HOO

Gina and I are Losers lol we got tamagochis and nano babies <3 only us .

shopping with amanda tommorow maybe.

_Go Away Boy_

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 17:58:43 GMT

hopefully this stupid thing is over with

im soooo damn bored

no tv
cant go out
cant see my boy because this is a "family time"

we had alot of trees go down in my development its such a mess but im glad no ones house got destroyed .

im lovin my room its so dark .

waste of the whole 5 days off i hope were off tuesday to so i can atleast do SOMETHING.

xo.

you take my breath away

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 13:11:12 GMT

HAPPY YEAR AND 1/2 TO US . I LOVE U JO-NATHAN.

went to macaronia grill last night i like it there .

shared and ice cream cone <3

every time i turn on the tv there talking about the vma's everytime i turn on the radio there talking about the vma's i dont really see wut the big deal is wow its in miami and some people acually think thell be getting into these partys with the celebs and my boyfriend is one of them lol .

I have a cold ears hurt snuffy nose sore throte .

thats all going out with dad today . <3

xo.

Blah !

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 21:17:16 GMT

the 2nd week of school is almost over and its been going pretty good and i havent really lost interest except today a little when i woke up but once i get up its good .

went to universal last week i had a really good time .

i ate too many cookies and now my tummy hurts :/

thats all <3

thats Hot

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 19:15:30 GMT

its the LAST day of summer "cry"

things i want to happen this school year :
1.pass all my classes
2.be more involved "it is my senior year"
3.dont give up after the first week of school
4.make new friends
5.halloween horror nights with em
6.get a good job
and im sure there is more i just have to think ..

well i guess ala in all my summer wasnt to bad a little boring but w/e

friday going to universal with daddy and jonny <3

xo

Join !

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 00:54:49 GMT

_i want it back _

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 03:13:24 GMT

so ive been thinking ..

the one thing u cant get back from an ex-boyfriend is your virginity that is if u lost it to an ex .. i want mine back i want to give it away to someone special someone you love , you always think when u loose it its going to be special romantic , mine was the complete oposite we were watching a movie "the craft" (ha i should of known from that it was a bad idea) and he rolled over and said " u wanna do it " so stupid immature 15 year old brittani who thought she was in love did it .. and i soooo regret it and thats the only thing i regret doing in my life .. when i have kids ecspecially a girl i would tell her to wait until she finds the right one and dont be stupid one ur decison because u could be like me and regret one of the things that is so important to a girl . and after i lost it i knew i wasnt ready because i would always make up an excuse y i didnt wanna do it when it was because i was scared but i told my self its ok because u love him .. but now that were broken up and dont talk and when we pass eachother we act like we never even knew eachother i know it was never love it was lust .and now that i found my first love and maybe my last i wish i could of lost it to him because i know he would of made it special and not only did it because he wanted to tell his friends he wasnt a virgin anymore . thats all on this

sunday-erin day and emilee
monday-took g-ma to doc super walmart and super target
tuesday-health food store and movies with gina and shane to see the village .. good movie
wendsday-did nothing at all rented 13 going on 30
thursday-nothing all day went shopping at publix woo hoo big outing for the day lol
friday-took g-ma to doc and went shopping at stupid little stores
tommorow-finishing school shopping

i have relized i am a loser with no friends lol ...
my boyfriend is on vacation and i relize the truth . i have no friends there all busy and have boyfriends and there own life .

ok done now for good . <3

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 15:42:27 GMT

Bored girl

THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Something important on your desk: My comp.
When you sleep you wear: shorts & a t-shirt
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: my puppy i want Something you don't have a lot of: true friends
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: my pictures,my animals,and my laptop

MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: alcahol

A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: i guess when i get mad at jon and i say i hate u ,he crys

A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: ?

One person you have killed in your thoughts: haha i rather not say but if u know me u kno who !
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: keep secrets,listen to me when i have a problem ,loyal

Who makes you laugh most often: jon and erin
A friend who you can tell anything: gina,erin

A friend you can got to for advice: gina,erin
The best piece of advice you had been given:all the time u wasted crying about him u could have been starting ur new life.

two closest friends: erin and gina

The friend who makes you use most of your energy: def erin

EGO
Your 3 best qualities: funny, friendly, outgoing
Your 3 worst qualities: lazy,never stick to anything,my yelling
Describe your Ideal self: skinny "healthy looking" smaller boobs,dark brown hair with green teal eyes,i would def want to be able to talk infront of a big group of people

You are embarassed when: u think ur right and u make this big deal and u find out later ur really wrong ..
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: i guess my ankle sprain or my burns ?

The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: getting dumped for another girl after being with him a year and 1/2 but it worked out for the good.

Moment you are most ashamed of: cheating on jon with a scumbag
Your best physical feature: my lips and my hair
Who/What makes you happy: jon and my friends and my family
Who/what makes you sad: people who only care about themself
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: when people call me stupid
The emotion you tend to experience most: Love
The emotion you are feeling most lately: lonly
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: nothing

When you are angry you need: to be left alone
When you are sentimental you need: a hug
When you are in love you need: to be loved

MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: when i went to banita springs and jon and i layed in the hammocks for 2 hourse just talking and listening to the waterfalls

One of your most tragic memories: my stupid car accident

One of your angriest memories:when jon left me on my birthday to go on vac.

A memory that makes you laugh: when i put soap in my dishwasher insted of the right stuff and bubbles came out and me erin and emilee took the vac hose and suck them up and brought the hose in the house ..

A memory that makes you happy: when jon and i laught together so hard our stomachs hurt and we cry

Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: being romantic
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: being into themselfs

Two things appealing about people: GREEN EYES! and ?
A personality trait you find appealing: sense of humor
Your secret passion: its a secret
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: knowing u have that person to talk to when ur friends are being assholes and he listens because he is ur bestfriend.
RELATING
DO you have a bf/gf if yes who? jonathan ryan herman
What do you find sexy about them: his eyes when u look into them they look like a sunflower is around them
A place where you want to have sex: lmao.in a park under a tree on a blanket

A strange place where you have had sex: no where strange except movie theather parking lot
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: how much he shows he loves me

What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?: tv is on
Favorite song to have sex to: -- ?

Describe your mate physicaly: green yellow eyes very tan very jewish lol . 5"9 2sumthin lol gina ..

Describle your mate's personality: lazy lazy lazy lol . loving caring

You feel most attractive when: i do my hair and put some makeup on
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise don't say naked): his black basket ball shorts and his occ shirt and his nike shoes i love it lol
What would you like your mate to do more of: work so we can go out

FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: go crazy
If you had more patience you would: do things more patiently
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: my legs
If you had no committments what would you be doing:i dunno ?

If you could start all over.i would never change anything because everything i did i learned from ..

old picture

its raining its pouring ..

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 20:23:22 GMT

got back from my trip on thursday night

had lots of fun ..

jon slept over thursday

friday went to lunch at chilis and best buy

saturday - school shoping .. woo hoo i love it .

tommorow im hanging out with erin <3 were going to lunch and shopping

hopefully sometime this week gina and i can clean my closet ..

im excited im going to see my friend that i havent seen in a while ..

thats all .. <3

FRIENDS ONLY

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 15:31:34 GMT

bored

Mon, 01 Sep 2003 01:03:44 GMT

my chest feels better witch is good but my foot feels like its getting worse i cant wait to go to the doctor s they can give me sumthin stroger my pills dnt work i take it then 20 min later i sleep .. my day consist of sleeping and when im awak iceing ha ..

we made cotton candy today at jons aunts it was fun i love his family .. :)they make me feel better <3

jons been real good about this whol thing he helps out alot i love u <3 ..

ash things will get better i love ..

time to sleep

britt <3

i miss my lil focus :( 9 days in counting

:(

Sat, 30 Aug 2003 13:04:12 GMT

i couldnt sleep last nite and at one point i dreamed in ran into a stop sign and i jumped up i guess thats normal .. went to the hospital i have a sprained ankel and a sprained wrist i have to go back to the doctors this week so they can put sumthin on it .. my burns are almost gone but my chest hurts this whole thing fukin sucks i dont even wanna drive with people in the car anymore and im def not driveing to school .. so w/e this weekend is going to suck .. i hope no ones mad at me if u are im sooo very sry i hate my self for letting it happen .. i guess u dnt kno how scary those things are until ur in one .. exspecially when ur the driver .. thats all for now i have to ice my fuking leg .. <3 britt

o and for all u cocks who stuck ur head out the window and laughted go fuck ur slef . <3

_I Love you_

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 10:39:21 GMT

6 months feels alot longer .. ill update on the event tonight .. the prision opens in 45 mins also known as westen high school :) <3 britta

had a lovley evening with my love we went to cheesecake factory he got me the cutest card ..i love you jonny <3

school same ol shyt work !

im now watching the vmas and the opening act was kinda disturbing lol but it was good

well im ganna go to sleep <3 britta

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 01:21:35 GMT

wow i have a lot of homework this year exspecially in simons class but erin and i got the hook up on that shyt haha..

after school i went to walgrenns to get jon an card because tommorow is 6 months aw im happy .. so i got him a heart shaped ballon that says i love and a beautiful card <3 i think thats sufficient rite ? so after that i came home did home work till 9:00 o yea and i took at 2 hour nap haha left that out .. thats about it im ganna go bye xoxo

im finally here

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 02:07:18 GMT

ok i finally have a journal thanks to emily .. it took me forever to get a code .. anyways ..

today was another pointless day of school after school erin and i picked up brian from school and went to bk i took them home and headed to jons where i ate dinner and did some american history homework wow fun .. well i going to go to bed because i have to wake up in 7 hours ..

<3 britt

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I Love Jonny